theres rain drops falling from your face that look like tears.

this week has been calm. a break was def needed. though i'm excited to get going again. i have so many idea and projects i want to start. good to have a flood of ambition once again. my news years resolution is to force my self to be productive in things i want to make happen, not just school. booooooooya.

whatever i touch, starts to melt in my touch, i am to much da doom doom doom

today me and terra had a snow ball fight on our way to class and saw a machine called ditch witch. year without a santa claus is on!

thomas-val you suck.

Maybe i don't accurately portray what i feel i am. i have so many ideas combined with little time and sparse motivation. i rarely create what i know i can prove. i rarely counter a failed attempt by another. instead i press the backspace button on every moment in my life; this creates red grading marks which are invisible to me and magnified to others. The mistake is that i write over the mistakes- making me forget them all together. the end of this paper cant come soon enough.