october.

my favorite month of the year.
last week sac stormed feverishly and tore through the flesh of clean skin. i lost power for 2 days and formed a relationship with the language of candles. it was an experience that tested my patience with the dark. i came out frustrated and strained. my Ophelia stayed on me for those days as she normally does. a couple days later she came into heat, i sobbed like an infant. she's a woman now, yet i love her the same.
me and terra's 1 year is on Tuesday!!!!!!!!!!! her eyes make me ache.

she's europe and i live in her.

life is as expected; continually tripping over my own feet with the best intentions and the less than satisfactory outcome. I stumble, dancing on the blue block's squares. the future is.